October isn't just for the boobies

Writing this every year doesn't make it any easier. And truth is I never have the "right" words to say. I struggle with how much information I want to disclose because this is such a personal issue for me.

I hear from so many others that support awareness and explain how important it is to bring awareness to this issue. Which I completely agree with. I am just not sure if I am the one to do so.

Sending lots of love to all my fellow mamas with angel babies.

PAILRD

This year, today is bittersweet. While I am still among the scores of women who sadly will light a candle on this day, this year I have my sweet baby girl (and son) in my arms while I do so. 

I'm currently at a loss for words. I don't know if it should be words of encouragement, sympathy, or elation. 

I mostly never talk about what I've been through except on this here space. And even then I don't think I've been thorough. I actually think I'm still processing everything-even in the amount of time that has passed I still can't wrap my head around it. 

PAILRD

Ok, seriously... today sucks. Not just for me but for thousands of other women who are coming together today in honor of PAILRD.

October 15th is Pregnancy & Infant Loss Remembrance Day.